Four years older

I was thinking today that maybe I should start a blog. So, I Googled "Blogger" and it automatically signed me into this blog! I completely forgot about it. I read a few of the last posts I wrote...So dramatic. Jeez.

Anyway, I thought of a little poem on my dog walk today. It was longer, but this is all I can remember:

My back aches to fall back onto marshmallow snow
Firm soft flat snow that will hold my shape and reflect an angel
When i finally get up

Then there was some part about a perfect canvas for my back or something...but I can't quite remember that part.

It's snowing, I'm glum and the anti-abortion group is on campus.

I've decided to blog again---instead of opening up to random men. I need to stop reeling people in by opening myself up to them.

Just listen. Don't dump, judge, leave, fade, laugh, worry or wonder.

Good afternoon!

Hello world! I changed my blogs name a while ago and I haven't left a new post since. So, I thought it was time. The weather is nice and I bought flowers for our balcony. Good times are being had. I will update more later.

I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray

I'm just as dramatic as I tell you not to be. Why take things as they come when instead you can cry and cry and cry.

If you stress, why not scream? If your head hurts, why not take the whole bottle?

I'm not tired of us but I'm tired of this and I'm not giving up on this so I might give up on us.