Teddy sends his regards

I think I was supposed to meet with Anne today. Crap.Well she hasn't phoned me...so that means she forgot too or she's doesn't want to talk to me or she brought others along to amuse her just in case something like this happened.

Today, as usual, was stressful. I'm slowly figuring out ways to be more organized, which is good. I need to buy an umbrella. Every time it rains I tell myself I need to buy an umbrella and then I don't - what's with that? It's because I have this image of the perfect umbrella and I won't just buy some normal umbrella, which is just a silly way to behave. I'm like that with boots. I've wanted boots for years but I have this image in my head of the perfect boots so I've never bought a pair.

I miss Karl. I'm turning into a lazy slob that eats all the time and watches bad TV. Today I got pizza delivered. I've never had something delivered when I've been by myself before...a new low?

I opened my door when I thought the pizza guy would have had enough time to walk down the hallway to get to my apartment door. As I opened the door a woman, who came in from the back door, said hello to me as she walked passed my door. I said hello back but kept standing there, because I was waiting for the pizza guy, and because I kept standing at my open door she kept staring at me as she walked down the hallway and so she rammed into the pizza guy.

Welcome

Hi,

I'm going to try to write a normal post right now. New blog template = new Meghan! I will only write about my day and I will never quote another song.

There's an ice cream truck blasting its music somewhere close to my apartment window. That's the first ice cream truck I've heard in years. Meanwhile, I'm blasting the un-edited version of Lets Get Retarded - whatever, I'm not proud of it.

I'm also going to take more pictures that look like the one above. I love those green colours and reds. Anyone want to be a model for me? Here's the chance to get dolled up in red lipstick and wear gold jewellery. We can roam the streets looking for abandoned couches surrounded in overgrown grass. I'm free this Sunday - any takers?!

I'm planning on talking to Pearl about buying that T-shirt making book. We can half the cost and then have a huge t-shirt making/destroying party...Rachel should come too. I'm not sure if Rachel has t-shirts that deserve to be slaughtered...

Everyone in my neighbourhood jogs or has a dog or jogs with their dogs or has a baby or jogs with their baby - it's ridiculous and I am finding myself wanting to be those people. But then I remember dogs are a lot of work, I give up running after about 20 seconds of starting and if I gave birth I'd feel guilty about the whole thing.

So, in the end, I just picture myself in their houses. I mostly just re-landscape bad lawns of nice houses in my head as I walk by.

You know when you gave your love away

I am going to go buy a coffee or some sort of tea and read my book outside. I will breathe the fresh air and not be bored.
Deal?

In a perfect world

Then I'll dig a tunnel from my window to yours, yeah a tunnel from my window to yours. You climb out the chimney and meet me in the middle, the middle of the town. And since there's no one else around, we let our hair grow long and forget all we used to know, then our skin gets thicker from living out in the snow.



Every day can be opposite day.

From what I have seen everyone is mentally challenged. Everyone. You’re crazy. I’M CRAZY. Most people think their brain is challenged in the right way. But, everyone knows real crazy people don't think they're crazy. One mentally challenged person judging another. As you attempt to blend in with the rest but make sure to stand out just enough to be envied just a little, people think you're nuts...you see?

OPPOSITE DAY EVER DAY SILENCE WHEN VOICES ARE DESPERATLY NEEDED WORDS WHEN ONLY HUGS WILL DO I'M TIRED YOU'RE AWAKE TO OFTEN GET A LIFE STOP SEEING SO MANY PEOPLE WALK STOP FIGHT KNEEL LIFE DEATH DEAD MEAT VEGETARIAN HOT DOGS DEAD ROBINS ON THE ROAD BLUE BIRD ON YOUR BIRD BATH