Create meaning

Thank you to my lovely roommate/tenant for passing on some simple, but wise life advice:

If you search for the meaning of life, you'll never find it. Instead, create your meaning.

Always have a passion. Or at least always be looking for your next passion.

Thank you roomie :)

Blogs are for sad people

I've been single for a month and was doing ok until last Sunday. Now I'm so sad. I almost forgot what it feels like to be sad and alone. Not having any plans. Not having anything to live for.

It's been more than a year, but I remember these feelings very clearly now. Almost like I never had that year off. I remember how it will consume me. How it might be calm for a moment, but the waves keep coming. They will keep crashing down.